To my ladybug:

A lot has been on my mind since finding out I was having you from fear, to worry, to happiness, excitement, questioning the unknown, and feeling regret. Feeling unsure if I made the right decision and what’s going to happen next. This is all so scary for your mommy and I don’t know what to do. But there are a few things I don’t have confused, and that is the type of mom I want to be for you. Because you are my daughter, I desire to be a good strong mom, and role model for you. As your mom I would like to help you:
1. Be strong
2. Not be afraid

3. Not to question yourself

4. Follow your desires 

5. Follow your heart

6. Live your best life

7. Do not judge

8. Give love freely

9. Make sure you’re respected

10. Don’t let anyone stop you from achieving your goals

 11. Love yourself

12. Never give up

13. Believe in yourself 

14. Have no fear because you’ve got this

While reading this, these sound like affirmation mantras and possibly this message is more me than you. Because I can show you better than I can tell you. I will love your forever, and can’t wait to meet you (49 days left).

Your Mom (Below is the 32 week sonogram, the placenta is in her face which is why it is distorted)

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